From Pam Wiener

It is so hard to believe that it has been three years that you have

been gone. I think about you every day. The ache and pain in my heart is

still there. I don’t believe it will really ever go away. The emptiness I

feel is a constant reminder that my precious son is not with me.

I am trying really hard to get through each day the best I can. It is

not easy, but I am doing it.

I am putting my heart and soul into making something positive out of a

negative. I am working on making a difference in others’ lives, as well

as honoring your memory with the Brandon Cody Wiener Scholarship Fund. I

want to be able to provide children who have suffered the loss of a loved

one the opportunity to go to summer camp.

Brandon, I will never forget you, and I will do whatever I can so that

others will remember you. I want them to remember what a wonderful, smart

and handsome little boy you were and how much love and joy you brought to

our lives.

I often wonder what you would look like now. You would have been 6 1/2

years old. I see other little boys your age, and it makes my heart hurt.

I miss you so much!

Daddy, Justin and Shaya miss you so much too. I know you talk to

Shaya, and she tells me you are trying to talk to me, but I can’t hear

you. Please Brandon, talk louder to me so I can hear you! I pray at night

that you will come into my dreams just so I can see you again. I’ll be

waiting anxiously for you to visit. Until then, I love you, and you will

always be in my heart.

Love, Mommy